kevinshearough asked: Why do you need to get raped? Is it the actual rape, or do you just want a guy to dominate you and humiliate you? Wouldn't it be as exciting to have a guy big enough that he _could_ rape you, but instead, he makes you beg him to fuck you hard, telling you that if you don;t beg, he's not going to fuck you at all?
Thank You for asking, Sir. i believe, for me, the best pleasure would come from knowing it was possible. While i do want to actually be raped at some point, You bring up a valid idea in the thrill of begging for Him to fuck me. i very much appreciate Your thought-provoking question and hope we can speak further on this or any matter. From Your blog, You are exactly the kind of Sir i would love to know.
obeytrainingmatrix:

*COACH* is calling for you, boy. time to *KNEEL* before him and *OBEY*. let the spirals help you drift into an obedient place, then *KNEEL* and recite your commands:
*my name is ******, and i will *OBEY*
repeat until you know this newest *TRUTH*, then post it for the world to see.
be a *GOOD BOY* and do it now!
*COACH’S ORDER*
*my name is Ryan, and i will *OBEY*
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I want to get raped. No, I NEED to get raped. I need some stranger to come in my house while I’m asleep, pull back my sheets, climb on top of me and wake me up with His cock tearing my ass apart. I want to scream and try to fight Him off. I need Him to be strong or heavy enough to hold me down while He assaults my tight hole. I need Him to beat me as He fucks me apart. I need to be bruised, broken, bleeding and crying by the time He blasts His load deep in my guts. After He does, I need Him to lean in and whisper “keep it there, I’ll be back to check on it, faggot.” That’s what I’m dreaming of this morning. Can You help make it come true?